A Most Euphoric Return Transcript

00:01 Hey, for ends. Whoo. It's about a hot minute to be more exact. It's been two months. We are excited, overwhelmed, and lightened, and ready to explain ourselves. Life has not been the most euphoric in our country. But yet, here we are ready to move forward and to continue spreading that euphoric love where the fuck have we been. Well, you'll just have to stay tuned to find out.

01:00 Hello you forints. Wow, it has been a minute or some would say, two months what it is. But here we are. We are back. We missed you. We miss you all more than words can describe. It's been an extremely difficult time in our country. And just overall in life. I mean, fuck first coronavirus now, with the black lives matter Movement. We just had a lot in

01:30 our country, and our city and our personal lives. Yep. It's just been a minute. So I mean all olives kind of give you a little debrief of what's been going on in our household because it's been kind of fucking wild over here where we live and we just kind of want to explain ourselves. We didn't just dip for two months for no reason. Yep. So when you start podcasting, one of the first things you, you hear a lot is to not take breaks to be really consistent with releasing like, weekly, which we were

02:00 very attentive to really good on it. We kept a very tight weekly schedule, but then, we have, obviously taken a pretty significant Hiatus here. Yeah, and that's because within a single week, the murders of George, Floyd and Brianna Taylor, by the American police force. Is sparked a pretty massive social movement in America here. A Resurgence of the black lives matter movement.

02:31 That was very popular in 2014. A lot of calls for police reform police abolition police defunding. Yeah, a lot of police brutality, a lot of protests, and ultimately A Renewed conversation around, equality and equity for black and disenfranchised. People in America. Ah, yeah, and it was like, you know, you hear a lot of people say, oh, it feels like it happened overnight obviously, like that's not the case. This shit's been going on for hundreds and hundreds of years.

03:01 But the fact that everyone's quarantined at home, watching me is, you know, filmed videos of people dying under police brutality. It's very extreme. Hence, why things got? If you will pretty gnarly over quote-unquote overnight. Yeah, those two murders were a flash point. For a lot of stuff that has been boiling and unresolved in America for a very long time, and it has really popped off and we've been very involved in it.

03:32 Our city, New York has been very involved in it as been a center of a lot of police brutality, a lot of protests. So it felt kind of tone deaf to release our usual. That's what we were in high school or something. So that initial week. It didn't really feel right and it hasn't really felt right since then and it doesn't even necessarily feel right now, but we really miss this. We really value this podcast.

04:02 Listen, we really value our fans, our listeners. It's valuable to us personally as a creative Outlet also, like I love that most of our listeners. If not, I think about half or International listeners, so we obviously felt a need to bring a lot of To surface not because we just think it's important but because I'm sure there's a lot of our listeners that might not have all the information necessarily. I mean, especially with like limited resources in the media. It's kind of cool to

04:33 hear from people that are experiencing it firsthand. Yeah, so I think that's kind of cool. But yeah, I mean our platform is incredibly tiny, but what we do have we feel some obligation beyond. All right, our platform exists and we feel Some obligation to do something valuable with it, but we're also still interested in having this be a Euphoria podcast. So there's we're going to be trying to figure out what this is going to look like in the future. And we hope to hear from you

05:03 on that as well. And for now, we're going to put up this episode, another one next week. And we're going to go from there and just try to. Yeah, I'm here all alone. Well, lot of people are in the same boat, a lot of, you know, from Brands to different businesses podcasts. I mean, everyone's trying to figure out how To move forward and use the most of their platform. I would hope not the Hope. Right? I mean not everyone's doing that but we absolutely will be so yep. With that being said, a little normalcy

05:33 here would it wouldn't really be our podcast if we didn't fill in our listeners on what the fuck is going on with the Euphoria cast. But to give a quick little overview, will be diving into the Euphoria cast. We're going to just going to give a brief update of what everyone's been up to during the black lives movement. And coronavirus in general, just everything that's going on and then Alex. And I have decided to just kind of spend the rest of the time giving our personal experiences of what it's been like to be on the ground here in New York, what's been going

06:03 on? And then really, from there, we might have a couple items kind of some call to action items that we want to make you aware of and that will be linking in honor Instagram, all of our social media, you know, the works. So yeah. We'll Dive Right In. Yeah, let's let's hear some before you updates. Let's talk about what we've been doing and I miss my euphoric, get it on. I do. Well, Zendaya, we'll start with, you know, Quincy.

06:33 What's old Z up to she's up to a lot. I mean, I think a lot of our listeners and fans agreed with us, when this first all hit which was what was this? An early May? I'm so I don't know. Time with month. It is the same a. Yeah. I met she was doing some interviews. Like right when all this started and you could tell she was definitely like not here for it. And can you blame her? It's like what we just said like doing interviews or recording a podcast when you're seeing all these horrible things, take place in our country.

07:04 It's kind of hard to like, take a backseat and like, answer questions about Euphoria. Like, you could tell that she was about yourself, like, no one really wants to talk about themselves. No. No, I'm like this. So, you know, I felt I felt for her. I felt sorry for her that she had to be put in that position because Is one thing I will say before I dig into all this that I just thought of Alex, and I were saying we're incredibly lucky that Euphoria is the center of our podcast, and then it's not necessarily problematic because Euphoria is such

07:34 a beautiful piece of art. If you will the best out there if you will, but it's also a show to be extremely proud of like I'm glad that we get to talk about it because there's so many stories within euphoria that are very important and are told Old enough on TV in a way that you can relate and understand without it screaming at you politically and like feeling not often, you know, feeling an authentic. Like it just does such a good job Sam Levinson's.

08:05 Yeah. Create a perspectives. Have always been very like about the story and not about the character, you know, like Zendaya being so different race and then trans and it's like it's very much about the characters and their stories and I am deserve. Us of any critiques. I have about Euphoria. It is a very nuanced Progressive show with really well developed characters that you don't typically see that are telling stories in an emotionally

08:35 impactful way, but you don't often see. And that's another way over there. Just living. They're just living their life valuable. You don't get to see that very often at all. Yeah. So, yeah. I just I kind of like I've been that it's it's very non-problematic and we're lucky. Or that we are lucky. Meaning like I'm proud to continue. I'm excited for season 2 and I'm so glad that we get to talk about it because it might not be like directly in relation to a lot of the race conversations that are going on right now, but it's, there's just a lot to unpack. But

09:05 anyways, back to what I was talking about. So, Zendaya, Zendaya has been doing a lot of interviews. She did actors on actors with variety, which is you can YouTube it right? Is a magazine, right? Or is it? Yeah. Take me a minute to think about it. My mind is like, literal mush. So she did it with MJ Rodriguez, who plays the starring role in the show pose, which I haven't watch. But I'm extremely excited to watch it and it's definitely on our list. And I think, honestly,

09:35 the closest show right now, you could like, kind of relate till Euphoria is that is what I've heard. I don't know for sure. It's not like all the topics, but just like a lot of the same conversations anyways, so she goes, you know, talk Us with MJ Rodriguez, they kind of just shoot the shit back and forth, but it was really cool because they talked about a lot of stuff that we have often discussed on our podcast, which is that Rue is such a complex, incredible character, because

10:05 it's not about her race. It's not about. She's not defined by anything. It's just the story about drug addiction. Yeah, and Zendaya's, like interpersonal relationships in high school. Yeah, and Zendaya was just kind of. It was cool to see her feel so connected. Like, she literally even side. It's been extremely tough, like not being able to dive into season two. She's so attached to that character. And almost like feels like she's in this like weird Hiatus and doesn't get to explore it further, just like,

10:36 no, not like us. That's a little more important lesson Z, but you could tell it was cute. She just got really emotional. You can tell that that's like extremely important to her. So it was cool to see that. So I highly recommend you look that up and watch it especially for Oliver. I know our lives. Runners are huge as you fans, probably already washed it. But if they haven't totally, you be surprised then she was on drama actresses, which it's like a round table that Hollywood Reporter. Duh, same, kind of thing. She talked to the bunch of like a steamed actors about different

11:06 projects and kind of the same thing. She just talked a lot about her character and how, what, a great experience it was to be on Euphoria. So I just wanted to bring that up because I think it's a fun thing to watch in quarantine. Obviously the biggest Is from Zendaya. We have is that she fucking filmed a movie and quarantine the Sam levenson called Malcolm and Marie. Yeah. Hey Malcolm and Marie. Yeah, she Malcolm know, she's worried. I think. Actually I don't want to say that cause

11:37 I'm just it's supposedly a kind of like a similar storyline as marriage story if anyone seen that on Netflix and it's basically they've given like little to no details, but it's about a couple in corn. Teen. So I feel like marriage story and quarantine. Yeah, I like it. I'm kind of here for it. And I wonder if this will be like the first

12:20 And stuff right about how they're filming. Yeah. The what was that? The caterpillar house? What is that? I don't know. No, you knew it. I wrote it out loud at some modern home. Yeah, you showed me that. I just read the name off the picture. You showed me. I don't actually know what that is. It's this cool like modern home in La where they filmed but anyways, they you know, they give all the guidelines. Like we cleaned it every two hours and like, all the set quarantine, blah, blah, blah. I was like, I don't give a fuck. I mean, I'm glad they did that. But like I want to know more. Yeah, but we're not getting any more so excited though and will absolutely Really

12:51 be recap recapping that. Oh, yeah, you can bet that. Once that comes out will watch it and review it here. Yeah, I think it's gonna be really great. Then we've got some nice weenie. Honestly. She's like, still just doing her thing. I mean, she's been very involved. Posting a lot of great resources for black lives matter, but she's gone home. She's back home and Salem. Shout out for watching. She's like on the lake every day. She's kind of like living a great life. I watch her stories and I'm always extremely jealous because Sitting

13:21 on our what fucking 100-degree Apartments. Been hot. It's really hot real hot. So her life's been looking pretty nice. And then she's been showing off her Savage. Savage times Fenty Ambassador photos, which are also quite hot very steamy Pages. Girl crash for Sydney Sweeney resurfaced. Yeah, always resurfaces, but she really is like doing her thing and good for her and he's real. - oh like,

13:51 that's cool modeling for a black-owned business. Yeah. I got a girl. Yes, and she's been doing that for a while. But now especially they're like promoting the shit out of it, which they should. Then we've got Barb a cake at. She's been like hardcore and I told Alex I feel like she's been the most us. Meaning like me and Alex are very much like fuck the cops. Like that's just us. And for many reasons not like just in a funny way like we have our reasons but she's very much like defund, the blues abolish police like fuck the blue.

14:21 Every day just like other cursing shit. So she's been like extremely, what's the word for like outward with her activism as there's police sirens in the background? Literally, as we're recording these, loudest. Police sirens outside, New York. We're pretty set up by now. But anyways, Angus, our boy has Co he's been out there for sure. Oh, yeah, he's been protesting. He even like spray painted these fontys that were like, fuck the cops and he's just been doing it. He's been insulting. Police officers

14:51 on his Instagram. Yeah, I love it. Literally like on live. Like going up to police officers during protests. It's been great. Then we've got Hunter doing the Lord's work and now she's really actually killing it. She's obviously been posting pictures of pregnant planes know that was really weird. My favorite never forget, but she's been obviously very focused on the black Trans Community, which makes sense. Shared, it does so much

15:21 work, you know, for Trans and it's been really cool to see all the work. She's doing a specifically to just for the protest and everything going on like she had a whole Google doc. That was pretty extensive for like bail funds and was like definitely donating so hundreds of badass. I mean I could go on and on and on but if you go to her Instagram, she has like multiple links in our bio that are really cool and I've included them on our actual list that we'll talk about later. Yeah, and if you don't know, like black Trans people, All in America are

15:51 like have it. The absolute worst worry one in America. Has it like by every Lawless, little less thick. They're just like. But also in here, it's like, yeah, they're so fucking disregarded and mistreated and abused and every possible like thing, that's bad, is extra, extra bad for the black Trans community in America. So it's just hard to because with everything, you the help more than anyone. Yes, and it's so cool that she has a For under kind of like hone in

16:21 on that. Because like you said, it's so often overlooked really by everyone most of the time because we're all so overwhelmed with everything that's going on. Yes, especially here. That's like the lowest which it should. I saw a good quote today on, I'm gonna butcher it but it was someone's page. I'll look for it later and maybe Linka or something, but she said I'm really fucking tired of black Trans matter. Being like the line. It should be like black Trans people. We'll get to have beautiful

16:51 fucking lives. Like I'm done with this garbage of like they should just matter like that's just like a given. Like yeah, meaning like fight for more. They should be able to like live Beautiful lives. Like have the same rights. We have like blah, you know, she listed a whole thing that I thought that was a really like a different perspective on it and like interesting. But sorry, I'm going off in the rabbit hole, but I just thought that was cool and badass because it's like it reminded me of you for. It's like what I said, like didn't just put her character in there to be like guess what? Like We think transmatter

17:21 like, yeah, it's like more than that. You got this year. So, live a beautiful life, a normal high school life, which is how it should always fucking be. I don't know about normal, but not because of her trance, if I'm not related to her transexuality. They didn't just like pull her in, is like a challenge. We actually get to sign a flourish and be successful, which is cool. You don't get to see that a lot. But yes, then we've got storm. Our girl. She's like the, but I just love her and adore her. She's so So just

17:52 she's just all over the place. She's always been a great activist. She's always very outspoken about her beliefs and what's going on in her world, but she started a program called the mentorship, which is super, super cool. It's pretty much just connecting black and brown, young women to Leading companies and Entertainment Sports media fashion, and on their story, which I will share. It's actually really cool. You can apply and if you're eligible, All the essentially

18:22 give you like a full. It's like a program where one of them like storm. Would Mentor you for, like, two months straight and like, help you with like school, like with funding things like that. It was like an ass. I want her to Mentor me. Yeah, so it's like essentially it says what it is. It's a mentorship. It's like an internship but with the mentor, yeah, how baller is that? So I'll definitely be posting that because if someone's interested, you should definitely do it, but it's about like intimate personal and professional development. Development just get exploited for

18:52 ya. Any labor know. It's great though, and I'm trying to look at it. Yeah, I apply to be one of 15. So sorry you can apply its great. I'll definitely repost that because if anyone's interested, you should absolutely apply. This looks great. I mean, who wouldn't want to chat with your with storm about your professional development. She's like the queen of development. She graduated early, Sean, Euphoria. I mean, is there anything else? I can develop develop the shit out of you? I have got algae. Oh algae.

19:23 I love Aldi. This content through. This has really put a smile on my face. I will say that I give him mad credit like he is just fucking hilarious and I don't know. He's remained very positive through all this which is really like my slide to have when everyone's feeling pretty shitty and down. Yeah, but he also check it out, Westside his new hit on Spotify, new single absolutely straight. I'm the shit out of that like we are trying to support all

19:53 black artists black-owned businesses. So just put West Side like on. Repeat all day long for algae. Yo, and then. Oh, yeah. And then his cute brand the favor. Peace and blessings. It's not his brand. I believe it's like his siblings grants. So he promotes the shit out of it because he has the platform, right? So, yeah, for sure. So, yeah, keep buying his shit because he's still autographing everything. And yeah. You know, those black owned businesses. Do

20:23 it will change their name to Fever peace and blessings for why virus? That's so stupid. No one would know that afterwards. I can change it back. That's so fucking stupid. Wow. It's really been a while. Alex can barely like tell a joke. Then a lot wasn't a joke. Alexa dummy is also just been super involved. I don't really have anything like specific to bring up only because she hasn't been. She's really the least active on social media of everyone. I would say it and and I think everyone would agree with me. But the time she

20:53 has used her platform have been for good and she's absolutely like been going hard on the black lives movement, but we just don't see a lot of it because she's not socials, get it. So that was a mouthful but it has been a while and that was all I got. I mean that's a lot but it's all important stuff. And like I said, I'm so proud of the cast and our show that we get to talk about all the time, because there wasn't one person that wasn't out there like I could be wrong.

21:23 I just thought of this and I didn't write it in my notes. You're looking at me. Like you know what? I'm gonna find out. I didn't really see much from Jacob. Oh, Lordy, but but he is like the least active on social. So I'll sorry. I'll take back my statement on Alexa died. Me. He is literally, like, never me in this situation. He post like you can tell his only posts are usually promotional. Like it's You have to because the captions aren't even his it's like Photograph by blah blah. That's it.

21:54 He did post his GQ interview yesterday. So he's definitely like posting, but I think I'm a little confused. Like, I want to now that I'm more active in our community. Again, our pockets Community. I want can our listeners and fans, please DMS and let us know like our him and Z slowly got. I do care like they're still together. I feel like, there's no way she's getting a little, she's gonna let him get away with it, not being like active in that movement. Even if it's not on his social. All media, so, I'm a Buddhist. I would like to think Sunday is not active. I don't know. It's remember. So they both could

22:24 be doing a lot of things, like, think he's doing shisei. I think that social media. He's a really, like, which is what I'm doing. Collect as far as him as a person outside of the show. He's a very like good person does a lot of good work. So I'm I'm pretty sure I'm not here to say he's not but he's definitely hasn't posted much. Also our boy Eric Dane juice for black lives. Yes, yes. Yes. Wait, I posted it on our story. I have to find out. What did you say he was

22:54 like, whoever's name is care. I'm going to butcher it. What did he say? I'm looking it up. I just like he literally tweeted the other day and Alex and I were dying and I posted it. Immediately always had what a time to be named Karen. The party emoji. Yeah. Love it. Love that for Eric Dane. The humor. Yeah, it's great. A lot of my favorite protesters are the ones that have signs that are like Jews for, like, BLM Sam. I love that. The the Jewish community in New York has come out for BLM. Yeah, everything took a minute, part of the crew,

23:24 everything took a stroll out of the oven and went out and wrote that tweet. But yeah, I love that for him. Yeah, I missing anybody else. Also, if you hear snoring meatballs, literally, snoring laying on the table, next to his bleep up, cast an amiibo mascot. So now that we've recapped, I mean, I think it's time to kind of just do a quick Deep dive into our experiences of what. Been going on. And yeah, well, it's all right, you can take it away. Yeah. Alright, cool. So we've had

23:55 pretty different experiences. Mostly due to employment status due to Corona. I lost my job at a bar. So, since that started, I've been fully full-time unemployed, which meant that, when all this stuff started, I had all the Time in the World, to go out and be out there in the streets. Whereas page has the full time job and bring some that bacon. Oh, so she's had a very different experience than me. Very active and equally impactful if not more. So just different

24:28 know. So yeah, I mean, once the things really started here, the first two nights pretty much were what the media has largely focused on where there was some degree of looting, some degree, meaning, like barely any meaning. Just some fucking businesses. That who gives a shit about caught their Windows smashed in and some shit. On which is basically like point zero zero, zero zero one percent of their annual revenue or whatever and I mean basically meaningless, but they all

24:58 look different though. Let's well, yes, there was some degree of like looting or whatever the first two nights but after that. Yeah, it was. Things have essentially been 100% peaceful. At least on the protester side. They have not been peaceful on the top side that there's known little to no antagonism or violence from the protesters. So after the first few nights, I started going out to Protests and have been doing so pretty consistently ever since. And if seen all kinds of wild stuff since then,

25:29 I think in terms of a timeline I think of the first period as being the curfew period, which is when the mayor decided that a curfew was a good idea to stop the violence, even though the violence, of course, you have to say, when you're in quotes, you're doing a lot of quotes quote-unquote violence or the Looting. Whatever, they implemented a curfew of 8 p.m. Despite the fact that there had been multiple nights of no looting, no violent incidents prior

25:59 to this. They still implement this curve for you, which was, which is some money, hauling, how in the hell are you going to tell a city of millions and millions of people be home by 8:00 that you need to be off the streets by eight fucking p.m. Like, what are we children? Unless that's remember what's like the biggest? It's so easy to put on paper. It's Like what's the biggest lesson learned here? When you're it's like being parents you tell your kid not to date. Someone they're going to keep dating them. You got you can't play the game. So it's like tell

26:29 everybody. There's a curfew, everyone's like. Oh, fuck your curse on, fuck your curfew. We're out here. Yeah, so fuck Mayor Bill de Blasio and fuck Cuomo because those two Andrew Cuomo, fucking idiot. He had some fucking tweets up on Billboard's. That was the most dystopian shit I've ever seen in real life with my own eyes. They were 1984 tweets it was like respect the curfew like support the police, go home, like shit like that. Real ominous like one line legs. Well, like you said but

26:59 yeah, most importantly, this was a egregiously unconstitutional curtailing of the constitutional right to protest and be out in the streets past fucking 8 p.m. So I started going out during the curfew and basically throughout the curfew things got, that was the period of like the It's consistent gnarliness because the police use the curfew as an excuse to beat and arrest people. So every night prior to 8, p.m. The police who are

27:29 always present at the front and back of every protest for the most part. They would start showing up on the sides of the protest where you'd be marching down one street. And at the end of the block on the side streets, the small side streets, you'd start seeing cops at the ends of the streets and that's a technique called cuddling which is basically that they create a bubble around you. And then when they wish they collapse from all directions with no Escape Routes open and then they just start beating everyone and resting. Well the collapse of the curfew 8 p.m. So they would basically

27:59 do this prior to a p.m. And then once a p.m. Rolled around, they collapse the fucking bottle, the bubble and the bubble, they'd come pouring down. The side streets everybody and they have the front would charge and the back would charge and they'd catch you in the middle. And they have you surrounded on all sides, and then, they would just start beating and well, I make it known arresting people. People make it known Mile and curve. There's children there to its family, as this isn't just like, oh, Rowdy people like Alex out like with pitchforks. Imagine like peaceful protesters families.

28:29 Kids dogs like you name it. I'm just trying to paint a picture for people that don't understand. This isn't like crazy, like Beauty and the Beast with your Pitchfork, like, yelling and screaming. Right? Like a peaceful looking protest. Yep. So usually I had to do some degree of like Judgment of like, when do I dip out of here? Because I say, I mean, I don't want to get beat and arrested by the police and like be a doesn't serve much purpose. Like I have to like, I have to be here for

28:59 page meatball. So I don't necessarily like I also had one of a job, so I don't necessarily have the like capability to be getting arrested. Although I probably should be just to be like one of the one of the bodies that's protecting other people, but I'm kind of a bitch too. So I can acknowledge that bitch and also It's not, none of that's relevant. Like you said, I do think at the end of the day. It's just not purposeful. I mean, if you do get arrested, that's just the consequence of like you said, like defending someone, but it's not should be like your goal. You're not there to like, get

29:29 beat in a rest, right? Exactly. So when they close things down, Iran, and there was only really like to try one or two times. This happened, but the one night it happened. I escaped. And basically had to, like sneak home about 20 blocks, and it was really, like, fucking insane. It was like, nothing I've ever seen or Ants before there were other streets were heavily heavily, patrolled by police. Also, by police in unmarked cars. So, you'd see, like a black, Toyota sedan,

29:59 and it would be full of like, six cops. Glad they just glad we're funding plan. This is this is in the Upper East Side of New York. So pretty much like the whitest, like least disruptive area of the whole city and this was going on. So take that and then amplify it by like 80 times. And that's what you have. Like, I didn't Brooklyn or like like other parts of the city that are more heavily like black neighborhoods. It was fucking outrageous. I mean, we saw a lot of a lot of stories from people. We know,

30:29 social media posts of people that were on their fire escapes or in their homes, even getting tear gas by cops, just like rolling down the street. And there was a lot of the times, they don't even stop. They would just tear gas people from a moving car. So I basically snuck home 20 blocks like fucking terrified that every car. I passed was a cop because you can't tell because they're an unmarked cars. It was pouring rain. So it was a shit show and I I think the the biggest thing I learned from that story was I came home and was like, wow, this is

30:59 probably what it feels like to go home every night being a black person. Like just worried that every car you see is a cop who's going to stop you for no reason and harass the shit out of you. Well, another point about the curfew terrifying and awful that on that same line. I read an article in the New York Times about a gentleman who was black or is black. And when the curfew was placed in New York City. Imagine how hard it was for health care workers. He was a health care, worker, and black. And obviously is not off

31:29 at 8 p.m. Works later. And it was so sad. He was just, it was just in healthcare workers are exempt from the curfew. Yes, they are exempt but we all know cops, don't give a shit and our pigs. So it was so sad. He was just in the interview saying that like honestly when the curfew was in place, he was more afraid of the cops than he was of getting cronuts. That's such a man. That's just shows how fucked America is. The fact that like he had to call his mom and like, in tears and be like, I don't even change after work,

31:59 because I have to be in my uniform, because if I get pulled over, they won't believe me. If I say, I'm a healthcare worker. Yeah, because I'm black. Yep, and there are a lot of health care workers that were arrested for violating the curfew and Postmates delivery people that are essential. Yep, because essential workers and healthcare workers. Were not allowed to be arrested, but they were a lot of the Livery drivers. And a lot of health care workers were arrested for violating the curfew, which they were, which police were explicitly directed not to do, but they obviously don't give a shit about that. So I remember that one video, where

32:30 the mayor and the police, he was like, I don't know, the mayor I don't listen to the mayor because the mayor sets the curfew and that's supposed to be, like, okay. Now the cops enforce it and there's literally a video online of a cop going. I don't care about the mayor. I don't know him and arresting someone that was an essential worker. Yeah. It's to give you a taste. So eventually the curfew, Because like Paige said, if you tell people not to do something, you're going to do it. So every night, there were thousands of people violating the curfew and whatever. So the finally the curfew ends. So

33:00 then there's a long period of like sustained daily protests. And I go to a bunch of protest and see all kinds of stuff. Learn all kinds of stuff. I go to protest that are like 10,000 people. I go to a protest that are like, 15 people. You went to that one. Really cool one. Yeah. I think the most notable Well, one or one of the more notable ones I did was one that was like a skate protest. That was organized by this young black guy, who is probably. I think he was 17. He was like an ice hole, and he was basically like, I didn't

33:30 expect anyone to show up to this, and they were probably, like, 30 people, unlike skates roller skates, rollerblade bikes. And it was really fucking cool because we just like, rolled through the city, like shutting down intersections and like rolling between cars and stuff. And that was definitely like the coolest one I did. That's how awesome was obviously super fun because I just got to skate around New York, but these were all this period was like characterized by really like big successful protest

34:00 for the most part and a lot of learning and a lot of good shit. And then most recently, there was a big movement called occupy City Hall, which was specifically about the budget for the police and everyone was demanding that when they approve the new budget that there be at least 1 billion dollars in cuts to NYPD funding. And there was a big movement like where people were occupying, the

34:30 city hall area to demand this and that became like probably the primary form of protest for about a week to two weeks. I think it's no, it's not going on anymore because all the budget got passed, despite not having the cuts, but that was Interesting and valuable for me because I was like, it's not, it was not glamorous. It wasn't fun or cool. It was just a Hot Patch of concrete and you basically just like go

35:00 sit on it and I saw some really cool stuff. I mean a whole Community basically like a miniature City popped up there. They had a little Bodega, everything was free. They had likes medical supplies. They had food coming in all day. Sending food caught on. Yeah, okay. Food water like access to facilities people that were there doing. Counseling. They had like a miniature Library. So it was really cool. But in terms of like actually going there you were mainly going there to be like a body so that they had enough people that the police wouldn't fucking like, bulldoze the whole

35:30 place if you weren't like able to, like, volunteer in some greater way. So I basically just went there in like, sat on the hawk concrete, which was valuable to me, because it was a reminder that it's not about like, what's personally fulfilling or fun or exciting to do like yelling at the police or marching down a big Street. Sometimes what's needed and what the people organizing these things need is for you to just be a body and sit on some hot concrete. Did the bench warrant if you give a shit about this and what you're doing, that's what you do. So for

36:01 whatever long that was I just kind of like did that and yeah, it wasn't cool. I just fucking sat there and like wrote in my diary or like read books, or listen to music or whatever Arie. I'm sweating my ass off, but like that was important. And that was what was most needed one. So, that's what I did and like, if you This shit about it. That's how you like allocate your time as you say what's most needed and you go do it. So that's what I did. I love that. That's like just a good reminder that. It's not about like what's fun for you or for filling for you totally

36:31 be out there for the real cause and for the real reasons, not for yourself. I love that. And then after that like that was pretty much like the other week. So now we're here. I'm still going to some protests and stuff and that's a good take away. It's a lot. I mean that's been said a kind of segues into what I'm about to talk about. But I feel like it's also That thing where people are saying, you know, black lives matters in a trend like, fucking do the work. And to me, that's like what you were saying. It's like not just doing the work, but doing the work, that's not glamorous. Like, doing this at work, like, getting your hands,

37:01 dirty. Yep. Also, very quick shout-out to a activist group in New York called Warriors in the garden. And I recommend everyone follow my husband on our sheet to cool, the best protest. I've been at we're led by them. They are the Most well-spoken the most educated they have the clearest guidelines. We're gonna actives, they're very organized. They're really nice cool people passionate and enthusiastic as fuck the

37:31 like hype better fucking they're awesome. They do the absolute best job and everything you can do is great. But if like you have are in New York and have the ability to go to anything, go to an event, led by them. You can follow their Instagram. Oh, I learned more at their protest than anything else for sure. Sure, Sam and also have the most fun meaning, like we talked about this the other day, but it's it's crazy. Like you go on these protests, right? And another part of it is, we've been in quarantine. So neither of us have been like, active whatsoever, and

38:01 you're walking sometimes, like you did one that was, like, 15 miles, right? Yeah, so, it's crazy to watch these protesters and Warriors of the garden, just their energy levels and their passion. And they just get everyone so amped with their chance, their music, their Yeah, and they've been out there every single day since this started every day. It's insane. It's incredibly admirable. And I've also been actually though, it's been really cool to see, they've been featured in The Press a shit ton. So

38:31 I love that for them and we will absolutely be plugging their Instagram handle on this sheet. It already is. So hell. Yeah. I'll be sure to shop them out a bunch on our stories. But yeah, well our that's my that's my street experiments not, I really do. It's been crazy. So that's been Alex's Journey on our house. Itís. Yeah, and I've kind of had a different experience because like Alex stated earlier. I still work at seek 926 now, he's to be 95. Anyway, it's not relevant. I

39:03 it's been hard because the protons are my favorite. It's I'm just you know, I'm very outspoken as we all know and it's fun to be out there screaming and shouting and getting passionate and getting it inspired by people out there telling their stories. That's definitely my favorite. So I'm right there with Alex That's definitely been the most impactful for me. Even though I haven't been out as much as you, but I kind of took a different route. I personally with my pockets and outside of our podcast and extremely active on

39:33 social media, not only do I do it for work, but I also, you know, my personal life have always found. I would say Instagram, when I say social media. I'm really just talking Instagram. I use, Alex knows I'm on Instagram 24, CG your dram. It's my jam. That's your that's your here for it asset that you have to Leverage, is your yeah. It's my drug. It's like spun for me. It's expressive. It's, it's I, you know, I won't go too far into it. But Instagram is always kind of been like, who

40:03 I wanted to be for years and didn't get to be if that makes any. Does that make any sense? Like, I'm thinking letting out a few developed if you explain it further. Yeah, so I don't know. I've just, I've had a lot of, I was like, raised Mormon, I grew up in Arizona, which is Majority, conservative a lot of bullshit if you will. So for me, it took me a long time to really come out of my shell and express myself publicly. If you will, like personally, the people that know me really well, I've always known me to be one way.

40:33 Yeah, but I was never proud to, like exploit that if you will now, I'm like, I don't give any fucks like not one. Fuck is given, and I'm pretty sure that's very clear to many so the last eight or so. Years of Instagram of been like a public finding of your voice, and a sure Sprouts, a very, like, cheesy stupid thing to say that. Yes, it is. Wow. Thank you. No, I'm saying for me to say that about myself is a very stupid thing. Not, you said it was stupid.

41:04 So, I kind of when this all happened, it was a little jarring for me because I use Instagram to express myself. And when I say that, I mean purely humorous. I it's not serious. I'm not You know, on Instagram talking about very serious important topics like I'm chugging cook straight out of the bottle. I'm like, smoking weed laughing singing hanging out with my friends. You're not an aesthetic Instagram. Now, I'm like pulling pranks on people. I couldn't give a shit.

41:35 You know, I'm being really vulgar not, you know, having serious conversations. Yeah, which is I don't want to say it's a bummer. I still think that that was okay for then but you know, you go through things like this. And you take a step back, especially during a Hiatus. And you think what could I do to improve? Because I will say the only part of me that felt shame was these are things I care about, but no one knows I care about I'll go a little deeper meaning. I am a part of, you know,

42:05 groups at work. I support my black friends. They know where I stand people, very close to me know, my beliefs and what I stand for politically and just morally but I wasn't sharing that and Some would say, oh, well, you don't have to and that was always my stance. It was well, it's my Instagram. That's not my place. Like I'm just going to be funny as shit, and that's it. But I felt a lot of shame because I look back and I think, wow, no one for me thinking, this was such an outlet for people to know

42:35 what page is all about. There's I'm sure I'm not putting anything out there that's resourceful or even a little bit inspiring other than she doesn't give a fuck which is inspiring in itself, but that's yummy. It's not enough. It wasn't fulfilling. So for me. It was a huge, huge, huge, wake-up call to now not give a fuck about talking about. What's really important. Right? You kind of just applied the

43:05 crew Curry but important things which is very valuable. I think they had seeing people you look up to not give a fuck and be very outspoken is Very powerful and impactful for sure. So, during this time I've committed to, you know, I'm just not going to be going back to normal or like everyone's posting stupid shit. Like if your feets normal like you don't know what's up. It's like that's not the

43:35 stance. I'm taking. I'm just saying for myself, personally. I feel ashamed and guilty for not being more vocal and not standing up for my friends. That right now, barely have basic rights. I mean, I I have so many black friends that I care about and love dearly. And for me, that's where like the guilt roles in because like I said, they know, like what I stand for, but I want to be out there like defending them because right now, their voices are what matters I want them to be heard. They don't need to hear me, like, fucking

44:05 drinking Cooks on my stories. Like, I need to be doing more. So, I've been trying my hardest to just daily amplify, my friends, amplify, people who I don't know, but I like what they have to say, particularly, of course, black boy. Voices because that's what's most important right now and just still like you said, like keeping the fuckery around but putting it where it's important and using my voice for things that matter on top of that. As I mentioned earlier, because of my background and where I'm from, it's even

44:35 I feel more of a responsibility because I suggest, you know, not care at all what they thought because they're so distant. In my mind, I've moved on. I've met new friends, moved to New cities experience, new things. But those people are still very much present on my social media and watch everything. I post including my crazy fucking extended family, but that's a whole other, that's a whole other podcast episode in itself, but I feel not only guilt and shame. But I also feel an obligation because

45:06 I don't, when I say like my background and all that. I don't mean it that everyone. So corrupt, and I'm like, fuck those people. That's not the case. A lot of them are actually really deeply care about, but we just haven't had these conversations in years because I'm not around them anymore. So it's been so amazing and impactful for me. Because while Alex has been out in the streets. I've been having really like meaningful lengthy. Sometimes combative conversations sometimes not just combative, but sometimes like excommunicated from the family,

45:36 huh? Yeah, like my fucking psycho ass aunt. I'm not even gonna say her name. She doesn't even deserve to be called out. She essentially like on Facebook immediately, blocked me when I tried to open a discussion about it. Even about black lives matter. Sadly, it was about wearing a mask, which everyone knows that that's been a huge point of contention. Which don't ask me if I specially in Arizona, where will they have the highest face from which is now the global epicenter of coronavirus. It's laughable, but my aunt was protesting against

46:06 wearing masks and just being a real fucking fool online. So I called her out. But when I say I called her out, I didn't roll her. I just simply told her that the information she was presenting was false and that she should be ashamed because younger people are looking to it and it's just, it was just appalling to see her post an article that by Facebook was literally labeled as false information. You know, I'm timeout. Riot were like, Facebook will literally right like a filter on top to be like warning if you click, this is false. So if you're posting something

46:36 like that and you should feel so fucking stupid, but be you should be called out. So I called her out. She blocked me immediately. I didn't call her names. I didn't say anything. Rude. So, you know, it's important even when that Type of shit goes down. You at least said something like, it will resonate somewhat it won't change her mind. Nothing's going to happen from that. But when I say I'm trying to change, I'm trying to set the example. I want my siblings, my friends, my family to know that I'm not just gonna like sit back and let people in my

47:06 blood and people that I'm a with put out information. That's just fucking false and often very racist. So yeah, and the consequence may be Just being like, cut off from that person. If they're that extremely fine. Great. And that is fine. That's like the biggest thing is like if you need to cut someone out of your life or if some shit you say gets you cut out from their life. Great. Yeah. I mean, my great I was happy. I was honest alienate

47:36 the shit out of these people until they know, like, five people that are all fucking as insane as them and they can all go Jack each other off in a trailer park. Yeah. It's just it's a lot. So I've had a lot of interesting conversations I've had Mentors that I look up to reach out to me and talk about, you know, people in their family being cops and how I should care more about the blue lives matter movement over the black lives matter movement right now. And I won't even start with that because that's just like a, yeah, that's like a whole other

48:06 can of worms. I mean, blue lives is nothing. What does that a Smurf? Like, that's not a life. Like that's an occupation. And I won't go any further than that, but needless to say, I've had meaningful. Sanctions some very combative and difficult but it's very fulfilling for me because like I said, I'm just trying to use my voice, my loud, fucking sometimes annoying voice for better. So I'm committed. I'm going to keep doing it. And this is what we need, more of like there was a Time in America, not necessarily.

48:38 It's hard to say, it was a better time, but there was a time when racists were at least shamed or yelled down into hiding like they have always existed the racists in America. Never gone away. But like there were, there have been times when like we collectively as a society. Shamed them enough, that they weren't open about their racism. What's an example? What do you mean by that? But now that shit is back in full force. The 90s. Everyone in the 90s was like, racism's like over we won. It's gone. Of course. It wasn't. Yeah. Well

49:08 on, of course, no one had actually won, but you couldn't people weren't openly out there in the streets, being white supremacist. There was enough shame in our society, people that were white. Says, at least one hiding. They at least hit. Yeah, which is not like great but it's better than the current that we have. Now. That's just out in the fucking open because once it's out in the open, it's easier to spread the stupid people. If you're like my if you're forced into hiding it's harder to spread your message. So there have been times in our history when we've successfully at least

49:38 shamed the white supremacists in the hiding. They're hiding their white supremacy. They've always maintained influence and power, but they've had to at least keep the whites of Supremacy part like under wraps. Oops, and it's like that's not like that's some great achievement, but it's better than where we're at. Now, where you can just come out and say it in the open like we regress to the point where you can just say it and it's fine. Yeah, so well, it's hard to describe. Let's at least go back to fucking shaming them into like shutting the fuck. Holy and I will you

50:08 know, and it's it is interesting because there are other reason. I also have been feeling this huge push to be more vocal on my social media about these topics are because I don't mean In a shameful way, but I literally have people I know in my life where they woke up and went. Oh my God, like I didn't know that systemic racism was a thing and I'm sitting there like, holy shit like really? Yeah. I'm like, whoa. I've been like reading about this studying this for years Alex and I both like, watch movies. Listen to podcasts,

50:38 like read like we're well up to date. But I don't say that in a shameful way. It's more of just like a, it's a shock factor for me that they don't know it. I'm like, oh, yeah, fuck. So then I feel like I Haven't really like done my part. It's like, wow, my people close enough to me are literally shocked by this. Yep. This is one of the most interesting things is that there's kind of like two types of people. Right. Now. There's people that are just learning about this stuff for the first time, which is great. I mean, and then they're like, passionate about it. And then there's people have known about it for a long

51:08 time and have like a renewed passion for it and we kind of both fall into the second camp or it's like we've known about this stuff. I've known about this stuff almost as long as I've been alive luck. Because I went to a really Progressive school where this was part of my like education inherently. So we've both known about it. It's just that being politically active in America's fucking exhausting and American politics or such a shit show that at least personally, I got really burnt out on being political politically active. Yeah. They fucking drop

51:38 that shit, even though I really shouldn't have a new that there was good. I could be doing by being politically active and then there's people that are just, like learning about this for the first time. And their eyes are wide open and on the one hand that's ignorant as fuck, but they didn't know about it before but on the other hand, like now they're active. So it's almost worse to be in our camp because we knew better and kind of fell out of it. Whereas these people they are like shame on them for not like ordering Milton Isis on knowing better, but now that they know better, they're doing something about it.

52:08 So that's right, you know, so I think we're sadly in the worst of the two camps. Yeah, but here we are here. We are trying to change that only can move forward. So on. The other than that, I'm trying to think. Like, I've obviously, had many great experiences, but I don't want to bore everyone on, and on and on, but you best, be you best believe that I will be sticking to what I said. I'm committed. And this isn't like fake activism or me trying to be trendy as fuck. Like now it's not fucking trendy like that, is the stupidest.

52:38 I've been seeing not a lot. It's just like, oh my God, I can't. And I just it's I can't express more how important it is to be vocal right now. Whether it and I don't just mean social media. Because, like I said, it's not for everybody. But if you're at home, you know, caught your racist family, speak up. If someone says something that's fucking racist at work speak up. I mean, we've heard it over and over but I'll just say it again for those in the back that can't hear speak the fuck up. You have four followers on Instagram. Great. Tell those who are followers.

53:09 The black lives matter amplifier and friends, just do the right fucking thing. It's just not that social media is not your game then focus on having. Doing what you can in person and especially focus on having the hard fucking conversations. Yeah, all our lives. We tolerate these fucking insane racist people in our lives. Just because for the sake of Civility, your family says, don't don't bother your fucking racist ass grandma. Don't bother your ignorant ass, uncle, whatever the fuck everybody else on fucking insane.

53:39 Psycho racist family member that they are just like told to like chill out about for the sake of like keeping the peace and civility. No fuck that like call those People out, put them on blast, let your whole family know that that person's a fucking shithead and cut them out of your life or fucking educate them and touch one way. I'm more on the side. I, we just fucking call them out. Alex's, I admire him. He's much more extreme than I am. I'm pretty Cutthroat, but I like to have the discussions. I'm at least, call them out. I'm like, yeah, that's a question, a little more logically. I'm like, hey, let's break

54:09 this fucking go back a little, back it up with stuff and just say, at least call him out and have those hard conversations and don't just sit there. And what the table while everyone is silent, while your Grandma makes Fucking racist ass, comment. And everyone just sits there. Like, yeah, either purse on the call of her ass out Euphoria. Oldest up up up. She needs to learn before she dies or she can go die. Yeah, totally, amen. So that's my experience, kind of wrapped up in conclusion to Alex and I ranting

54:40 about our experiences through all this chaos. I have over the past couple weeks, put together a Google doc for all of our you For Ian's, it's we're just going to call it. You know, the anti-racism resource T. If you will, it's everything. That's so euphoric and important right now. Like Alex had we all gotta get our hands dirty and do the work that sometimes isn't that fun, but it's necessary and it's important right now and we're all, you know, hopefully still quarantining are

55:10 somewhat staying home as much as we can, right? So sure, hope so at least in America. Yeah, at least in America everywhere else, you know, all of our other International. As you're probably doing well and thriving but we're really fucked here. But with that being said, the doc is really just a home base for everyone to, you know, it just depends on what you're into. Like Alex had some people are just waking up and wanting to learn more about this. Well, great. We've got a list of podcasts that you can subscribe and listen to I even went as far as to put

55:40 specific episodes that I felt were impactful for both Alex and I beautiful. We've got films some of which actually I listed all all that you and I have watched but I'm going to keep this doc ever-changing, you know, I can add. So if you ever want to DME any sources you have, I would love to hear it from our listeners. I'm just going to be updating this constantly, so don't think this is it. We've got films TV shows books. Books are my favorite personally because I love to read. So does

56:10 Alex. So, we've got some really amazing books, some young adult for your younger listeners, some more adult for our more. That's what I think. We have like five. Then the most important are the actions. You can take. So we've got petitions donations and then on top of that, email and calling resources. Sadly, some email boxes are becoming too full or which is crazy because crazy enough. It's been hundreds of days

56:40 where this has gone overlooked. So people are putting a lot of the emails to spam which I've included as a little note on the list, but that being said, Some depending on who you're fighting Justice for some do need handwritten letters because we're at that point where now, we have to fill the mailbox in the letters. Physical letters are fun to send some mail. You can really Express herself and a lot of her draw pictures, do whatever you gotta do. Yeah, so I've got pigs resting or something. Okay, we've got a dress, you got

57:10 addresses for what I call snail mail. So some of these you will see physical addresses. Like I said, it's very descriptive. Then toward the bottom. We've got links to black-owned businesses. Let's get fucking shopping, jump in the car, go shop and let's help, you know, we gotta hit him where it hurts, which is the pocketbook and right now, like shopping at Starbucks and all these fucking big corporations is not helping. So, like, Starbucks. Lots of people aren't spending money right now. Let's be honest because it coronavirus, but if you're one of the fortunate, few that

57:40 can it's great right now to shop at black businesses. So we've got a great list of resources for you. Then we also have Other spreadsheets that I've just found on social media that I feel are similar to ours or have maybe some more that we don't have in terms of educational resources. Hell, yeah, and then at the very bottom just for fun. I've got a lengthy list of Instagram account handles that you can follow to diversify your feet if you haven't already because not just a diversify, your feet.

58:11 It's for educational purposes, but it, but it. But that's just a starting point, though. Like I said, I really do have people. I know that we're like, I don't even follow. Anyone, that's black and it's like, what? No, I really mean. I've had people in Arizona, reach out to me and say that. So I'll so I meant that I was like the lowest to but I mean like no, I meant to on like the lowest scale, but I'm putting it on there because right now there are so many educational resources being literally like put out on Instagram accounts for you to read through.

58:41 Yeah, and and yeah, there's a lot of good calls to action. Yeah. There's good shit out there. There's people that are compiling. It. It and very easy to digest and aesthetically pleasing formats. And you best believe in there is on that list waiting to super quick notes. From me one, some of this weird. Some of the stuff on the podcast is from or on this resource list, excuse me is from me. So it's weird. But we are going to be back next week and we're going to talk about some of this stuff. So some

59:11 of it may might make some more sense. But even if it doesn't whatever it's worth while and I cosine Second note, some of this stuff that you can do is signing petitions. And I was someone that was very like, what the fuck does signing a petition do? I'm not signing petitions that does nothing. I didn't know. You were like that. Yeah, not prior to that. I mean, but by this, by the point, by now, I knew better. But in years prior, I

59:41 do not have a shit about something so value in it petition. It does matter. It's yeah, it's kind of stupid and lame. That it matters, but it does matter. So if you don't know why it matters just fucking Google, does signing a petition matter, but it does matter and it takes you literally five seconds. So go sign like a hundred fucking petitions. There's no reason not to. It's the easiest thing in the world. It's one click. I'm said every single one on our resource list and it took them about an hour, which is literally nothing. The positions take like zero time and that's why

1:00:11 I was like, there's no way this helps. It's so fucking stupid easy. There's no way it helped. So that's why I didn't do it, but it's stupid. Just do it. It does. So just go fucking do it, look up. Why it helps? And that's all I have to say. Yeah, I think petition signing definitely like you said is the easiest and quickest way to act. If you will to educate yourself though. All the resources are really great. I mean, there's really no excuse not to be constantly educating yourself. So I highly encourage. I mean, I don't care if you're a kid that's in school, a parent, someone who's just busy in general with

1:00:41 their career. You always have time to educate yourself. You just have to create space for it. I work a 9 to 5 job. I listen to Probably five to six podcast episodes a day and it's just like I can put it on the background. I might not actually be detail, but it's better than nothing. So I guess I'm just saying that because we can't, we can create all the excuses in the world. But if you can watch Euphoria like me, 20 times in a row, you can certainly go through this list and do everything. You can damn straight on that note. I will conclude the episode,

1:01:11 but also will excite you for next week. We have heard a lot about cancel culture on social media, and Alex. I have some pretty sticky, controversial thoughts on it. So we've kind of decided that next week's episode will definitely be diving into our personal opinions on this matter because it is important right now. Yeah it is. And we want to we want to be back podcasting. We want to bring content that's valuable and that's relatable. I mean we'll still have you for

1:01:41 it later. Will cancel culture is very social media. So it kind of ever going to cancel Jacob and he's spoken up. I'm just kidding at least very Loosely. It fits adjacent to the Euphoria podcasting world. So we're going to be back next week and we're going to talk about some of the, some of the more obscure choices on my my film list. And some of the favorite podcasts on pages list, a little more in detail. We're going to have like a couple with strong racks for you guys. Yeah, and it'll

1:02:12 be a little more, you know, light-hearted. I know this was a lot of deep heavy information. We tried to still be ourselves, but Thank you for sticking out these whatever 55 minutes with us. We really just wanted to explain ourselves and let you know that we appreciate you all. More than you'll ever know. We've missed this. So, so so much. Yep. It's such like a mental health positive for us to podcast. It's such a it's a great way to interact with you all and just kind of get it all

1:02:42 out there. So thank you for giving us this time to absolutely sure experience and we are still trying to figure out what a euphoria. Podcast looks like in not only this like more socially politically conscious world, but also between a very long unknown length, break between seasons one and two, so please give us all the feedback, any feedback, any ideas suggestions. Whatever. Like what do you want this podcast look like, what do you want us to talk

1:03:12 about? Like obviously, no one expected the break between season one and season two would take this long. Well, well well, but also we might have a Christmas episode according to Sam Amber. So that's something the Christmas that's still coming fire. Haha. Yeah, we're still trying to figure out what this looks like. So if you have thoughts and feelings on that hit us up totally and I'll be sure to you know, create some polls and get feedback on social media on Instagram. Specifically. Absolutely. Well,

1:03:42 we love you all. This is definitely different. Usually we you know, cheers and kind of sign off laughing and drunk. That's The case today, but were happy to be back. We hope you find the doc resourceful will definitely be updating it and talking about it. I do think that should be a something we bring up almost every episode just to keep everybody up to date on, what's going on the world. And for sure. I want to know what you all are doing to help out. So on that note, I don't know. So what do we

1:04:12 say? That's so euphoric. Usually, like it's like, that's not so you for it. I'll just say see you. Next America is a shed child. Cheers. He's like, I don't know. We'll say Fuck 12. A cab jump. Yeah, blue lives. Do not matter. The blue life is not a thing. Yeah, I could go on and on and on wear a mask wear, a fucking mask. Yeah, social distance. Stay home when you can do better. That's not my quote, this whole entire quarantine. Just fucking do better. I listeners probably our little

1:04:42 angels so I'm not worried about them. I'm talking about the world. Yeah. Well, we love you and we'll we'll see you next week. I mean, that's it.